So when Josh and I moved down to Louisiana, we thought we had the next few years of our lives figured out. We had what we thought to be the "perfect plan" to accomplish what WE wanted for OUR lives and for OUR family. A few weeks into OUR plan, we got derailed! All the details we thought we had so perfectly planned....all fell out of place. We had day-after-day feeling lost and confused...wondering what our purpose was in all this mess...wondering why the Lord allowed everything to happen the way it did. I felt like my whole life was just ripped from underneath me... I had to leave my family, my friends, my house, my home town, Rome's first nursery.... left all of that for what I thought to be the Lords perfect plan for US....then BAM...gone. Yes, for those first few days I threw a large pity party. Letting my mind and heart dwell in all that I left in Idaho... all that sacrifice for nothing......... so I thought:)
During this heart stretching time in my life, the Lord has taught me a priceless lesson I'm sure I will have to learn a few more times in my lifetime;).......
"Laurie, it's not about YOU. It's not about YOUR plan,
or what you want to accomplish for YOUR LIFE or YOUR family.
It's about God's glory."
I have been reading Radical, by David Platt. This morning I read a very powerful chapter...this is a insert I wanted to share:
"I invite you simply to let your heart be gripped, maybe for the first time,
by the biblical prospect that God has designed a radically global purpose for your life.
I invite you to throw aside gospel-less reasoning that might prevent you from accomplishing that purpose. It sounds idealistic, I know. Impact the world. But doesn't it also sound biblical?
God has created us to accomplish a radically global, supremely God-exalting purpose with our lives.
I invite you to consider with me, what it would mean for all of us, pastors and church members, business men and business woman, lawyers and doctors, teachers and students, on-the-go professionals and stay at home moms...to spend all of our lives for the sake of all of Gods glory in all of the world."
It's hard to stop quoting him:) I have seriously enjoyed this book! I am really not a great reader, but this book is easy to read and undeniably relevant to us all. Don't get me wrong, I by no means claim to have everything figured out. I still cry myself to sleep sometimes:) and I occasionally close my eyes and visit my fairytale life ... but underneath it all...in my heart, I know that bottom line...Jesus is enough. I cant stop thinking about Holly;( I sure miss her and wish I could call her right now.
Well, when I sat down to write this post...I had no idea I was going to tell you all that. I thought it was going to be another light-hearted post about Josh teaching Rome to pick his nose or point to his poopoo:)
It's getting late...so I better get to bed.
Thanks for visiting me again:)